as stated...happenings on this week was too much to handle...

work as i mention in my previous blog...the rushing in logging and digitising is killing me physically...my face is showing all the result...not only that the rushing result in me making mistake in logging, missing things here and there and of cos such things shd never happen...sighz...

have never work 24-28 hrs twice in a wk...last time i ever stayed that late was rushing sch proj or after pol-ite competi...but it wasn't twice a wk....well the rush in logging tapes is really building up the pressure/stress lvl...and what worst is the communication in the grp ain't really working out...i'm always stuck with 'you are suppose to do this and then tell mi the result', so i have to make sure eth is settle and tell them what is going on next....i'm not even sure if i was suppose to be doing that....damn...

on top of all that scholarship interview din really went that well....don't wish to explain in here...cut it short i don't think i'll get the scholarship...not that i have no faith but i guess my heart has already accept the fact that God may not want me to go into theater no matter how much i wants too...but then i know i will cry when i recieve the rejection letter, no matter how much i say my heart has prepare when the result comes out i'm sure i'll cry....

and then the 2nd sad/shock news was a friend died on the day i had my interview...no sure what time but a friend younger than me died....a sudden death that shock many...no idea the main reason of death...it wasn't illness or accident...well anyway, i wasn't really close to that guy, but he did make an impression in my memory...the tall funny guy....loves to act...it aín't easy to accept that a young person you know just left the world with no reason at all...like how i can't accept my mum left when she was so healthy before...guess it's just like what yong zhen laoshi said...no matter how logical your mind is at the time, your emotion, mental still need a point of release...and i guess i'm at the stage...no matter how much i can tell myself that i will see him once again when the trumpet sounds, but still there's an emptyness in my heart, it doesn't hurt just feel that something is missing...and its hard to turn back the mood....one blow after another...i'm sure it wun take long before i have another break down in frt of God again...

jux came back not long from JB...went into JB today ard 10am with mi dad and sis...reach there ard 11 plus...we went to have lunch in this hong kong cafe in city square...cos my dad had this 50% off coupon for his birthday and thus meaning we can order till we 'shuang' of cos we have to be able to finish lah...anyway the food in that cafe ain't that ex either...furthermore they have set lunch...

so we ordered 1 set meal each, it comes with a soup and drink...then side dishes, 1 beef fries, 2 set cheese chicken wing (2 piece in a set), 1 mini sirloin steak, 1 hotplate combi (meat), 1 french toast, ei that's all...haha a lot right...well then 2 of my dad frenz came, mi and mi sis know them but din know they were coming....anyway not v.shock lah...so they ordered theirs....and food came...had a wonderful full meal...the sirloin steak is nice...my set and my sis set not that bad too...then my dad wanted to get the promo voucher, either make a new member or pay 10rm...so i mention can make member for mi...then can go with mi frenz..hahas...so now i got a member card there...and we get the voucher too...i also got a 50% off during my birthday...so ppl lets go JB ard my birthday!! can go there and have a feast...well so 5 ppl ate up to 160rm, which half price is 90rm+ (wif gst and service included) not that ex right....consider what we all had....

well then we went to check out the movie tix, wanted to catch transformers...well we finish our lunch ard 2 plus...hahaz...the show is 2.45, 3.30, 5.00...well 2.45 selling fast....3.30 sold out...so end up we get the 5pm show...anyway the seats were side seats, not that good, but ain't that bad either...and since we have another 2 hr + to spend my dad took us down to 'the store' in malaysia, cos mi and mi sis wanted to get coffee and milo...so when we reach we went in and instead of going to buy the things we intended, my dad went upstairs to look for clothes...so mi and mi sis did the same...went up to the female section with no intention of getting anything...but then as we look ard, the price and design of clothes attracted us...its was the start of malaysia sale...so eth is at 20% off...we look ard...end up getting 2 shirt each, i got an extra shorts and tights...spent about 150rm on those clothes...O.O yupz...then off to get our milo and coffee...sadly we didn't find 3 in 1 milo there...its all milo powder...we ended up getting 5 packets of coffee!!!...yesh 5 packets of instant coffee...its 3 different brand...well reason is b'cos the old town coffee that i got in kl was real good that even my sis love it...so we got 2 packs of that...then of cos 2 packs only have 30 sachets, its not enough for mi...i then saw this brand that i usually drink and its lots cheaper than sing so got another 2 packs...then the last one was cos i want to try that favour...hahaz...that add to 5...well aft all that its about time to go back...so went back city square to have our movie...

transformers is excellent....that is all i have to say....

well after the movie, i went into their 'bugis street' in the shoppin mall, on lvl 4...well i had the intention of finding hat, nothing else...wanted to get the lady hat...but walk ard didn't really see any...caught sight of this vest which look nice selling at 10rm...so was pondering over what colour to get and my dad say just get both (white and black)...so ok lohz since his is the one paying....hahaz...anyway can share with my sis....so yup got both colour...then continue walking on still din' see the hat i'm looking for...sighz...during that sighz a shoe shop caught my eye...cos there are boots!! ya it was the boots that caught my eye...best part they are at 50% off....muahahaha....so no 2nd tots, start looking at the design, the length the colour and the size most impt....well got a few to try and finally deicded on getting 1...tried on other shoe...not v.nice, not v.comfortable...then my sis told me they had the heels i was lookin for...so i went to see...told my sis she cld try those too...cos she also want to get shoe...well sadly her foot now is 1 size bigger than me (it use to be haf size) so she cldn't wear the one that i say was nice...it fit just nice for me...yeah...but was considering the price so continue to look...try on...my sis also tried some...not knowing that its already 9pm...sharks we have been walking ard for an hr plus...so chop chop decide to buy which shoe...i finally confirm on 2 pairs, the boots and the one i said was v.nice...my sis finally decide to get 1 pair too...so the cost is 150rm for shoes....

after that shoppin spree is dinner time...bought some cheesecake frm secret recipe before going off to the dinner place....we had our dinner at this alley, dad bought 'chao guo tiao' x 2 plate, 1 plate of bbq stingray and sotong, 1 plate of oyster egg...the 'chao guo tiao' is real good...only 3rm...super nice...hard to find that taste in sing....cos of our shoppin spree the time to go back was becoming later and later...and my bro asked my dad to help him get dinner...end up he had to stay hungry for super long so he was rather piss about it...oh well....hahaz...

so end up mi and my sis spend about 400rm in JB today...buying 4 shirts, 3 shoes, 2 vest, 1 shorts, 1 tights, 5 pkt coffee....oh my...that is really a lot of $$ spend...but v.happpi....v.long don't have such shopping trip liao...hahaz...

had fun today shoppin with mi sis...thx God for this day....

oh and a little update on my hand...there are 2 water bubble on my right hand 4th finger due to the hot oil issue...interesting thing is one of the bubble looks like a heart shape...and that one is the bigger one, like anytime its gonna burst...its really huge...if it does become smaller tml i'll most prob pop it myself....i'll see how it goes..

well goin off le...bath and sleep...tml still got church...ja~~

i jux reach home from work...its 12.26am on my com clock...oh well, its not something new abt reaching home at this time...anyway i shall blog before doing any other things cos i'll tend to forget abt blogging...hahaz...

ok interesting happening...actuali there's only one interesting day...tue, the day when xue wei, diwei and yee ching fly off to taiwan...ok what was the interesting thing that happen on that day...here are the stories...

first one is after we left airport, btw the flight was 12.25pm, so we left airport abt 1pm...as there was nothing much thus i can reach office late...and so chae yun and xi wen wanted to have kfc for lunch, and 'xie zhang lao' was so keen into having lunch with us that he kept suggesting places for us to go..they finally decided to go serangoon central...erm i guess cos all 4 of us, chae yun, xiwen, johnny and mi not v.close wif 'xie zhang lao' so no one took his car...all 4 of us took 'li mei zhang lao' car to the location..on the way there, 'li mei zhang lao' was asking johnny on the directions and when we were abt to exit the highway, a car in front of us undecided whether to exit or not slow down and ponder....good thing 'li mei zhang lao' slow down when she wanted to exit and stop jux in time before hitting the car in front...and when she almost came to a complete stop the car decide not to exit and make a turn and enter back to the highway...btw the car was already half way in exiting the highway...didn't get a clear look on whether or not the car was 'p' plate, but i don't think so...anyway when we reach the place 'li mei zhang lao' say she needs to go and get adeline and went of without joining us...guess what, coming to such a place to eat kfc but end up no one ate kfc, everyone ate sth from the coffee shop...hahaz...so after lunch i went back to work...

whatever happen btw reaching office and leaving office is not interesting.....(fast fwd time to leaving office)

ok so leaving office, decided to head home since my swimming lesson is cxl...well the bus ride back home was interesting....cos there was almost an accident, thx God that there isn't....well when i got on the bus and when the bus move off, my first thought was wow, that's fast for a bus...well few bustop down everything was fine untill when reaching the parting btw the flyover and the side road...well the bus driver wanted to keep left, but as he was driving fast before that even when he slow down he cldn't keep left as there were cars on the most left lane...bus was in the middle...and i'm not sure is he didn't notice or what, but he kept the bus too much to the left ( part of the reason was to change lane) and he bump slightly on a van right beside it...the bus was sth like a bumper car, only difference was its a real bus and van....well the impact wasn't v.big as the bus had already slowed down...cldn't imagine what would have happen to the van if the bus was still speeding..cos when the bump happen the van move slightly to the left but drove off without stoping...the bus driver did stop to check his bus....well it was fine....after that incident i doze off...hahaz...yes dozing off on a bus that almost had an accident...abt half of the journey i woke up and touch my hair to tidy a bit, i felt this sticky cold thing on my hand and i fling it off...its a baby lizard...well it landed in front of me (on the chair)...i watch it climb its way to the other person...the person that the lizard climb to next wasn't as nice as i was...at least i let it stay alive...the guy that the lizard land kill it before even lookin at what it was....oh what are the odds of finding a lizard on bus...

that's mostly abt it...till next time ja ne....

6 more days to interview......